These funny titles i was hoping for are dying a death aren't they.
So the crac so far is that i have applied for a job at a recruitment agency as an administrator. Not the ambulance job i know but it turns out the stupid recruitment woman got it wrong and she didn't send an application for the job i wanted and now they are all gone leaving the one job i didn't want to do as it's dispatching ambulances and i don't know Bristol well enough to do that. So good luck to me on Monday. Still slogging it at the dentists, i've signed up most people i know to get thier asses down there (books are only open till xmas so call quick!!) I did two shifts at the Cat and Wheel, realised i still fucking hate bar work and being on the wrong side of the bar when everyone else is having fun so i quit. I hate letting people down but now my new years eve and xmas eve nights are freed up to do something else. So horray for me.
Visited the family at the weekend, mother and step father both said i was looking slim, sister has turned into a Whale! Yes harsh i know but as the one that always paled in comaprison to the skinny blonde one i am rejoicing in my new found "hotest harding sibling" victory. Shallow? Yes but who gives a fuck, my children will be hot. If i have children...anyway. Sister was trying to convince me that i wanted to move back to Banners (Banbury) and for a while i was sorely tempted untill i speant a few days with my good friend (with benefits) Tom. At first i was well up for the idea, then i realised i would just be running away from the shit i've got myself into here and probably just making the same mistakes again. I'm 22 now and i need to start acting like a fucking adult. So new job, new house with beautiful Ben in May, and new image. Well we shall see anyway.
Mike the "intersting" housemate is off to Ireland as of Sunday and will be back apparently some time in Jan. Hmmmm. I hope it sorts his head out because i just can't deal with the shit anymore. My life is hard enough as it is without babysitting and throwing dissaproving glances.
Fatface is however going well and i have the xmas party on Sunday. I am going to Graces (we shall discuss her later) tomorrow to try on pretty frocks so i dont have to try and rationalise spending my last £30 on dresses or bills.
Talking of bills i paid my credit card (£100) The electric as Dans card didn't work (£52, i expect that back on Friday!!) and the internet/Virgin (£120) so i am now broke. I only bloody got paid on Thursday! Thank fuck i get paid agian on the 19th, that will (hopefully!!) pay the rent. Christ how did i get into this mess!
Anyway im freezing my ass off in the living room and my clothes are still outside "drying" after 2 days (thanks for getting it all in guys.) So adios.