But still unlucky with the fellers, sigh, ah well they are NOT the be all and end all of life...probably. Had a hetic week with, you guessed it, working. Cancled an evening with the ex of dinner and hotels to work, i couldnt leave pip on her own could i! Shes a ledge. Took over £2000 at the pub this arvo with just two of us working flat out and Sean helping when he wasnt in the cellar. Pip and i were were shattered so took a long and well deserved break after with wne and San Migal flowing freely! Chicken nuggets were for dinner! Yum!
Everything seems to have settled down completely now to be honest, i no longer feel the jealous pangs with Sean, still fancy the fuck out of him but have decided that getting together really would be like me signing a death warrent...for him anyway ha ha! Need to go and find my own life really. Stop thinking about being in a relationship and be happy with me, im a great but ive forgotten who i am. Too many fake plastic smiles behind the bar when im serving or on placement when im dressing that weeping leg ulcer (sorry if you are eating! ) And thanks mike, once again you have made me smile and have that little feeling of self satisfication rise up inside me. That nice feelign you get when you know it aint all bad ;)
Thinking of you all
Charlie
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