Stayed up to watch the fight last night and i am so tired! Sean is guilting me into runnin gthe pub again whilst he takes a girl out. I don't mind to a certain point but this is two days in a row now that ive had to do it. Though he did buy me chinese yesterday (it wasnt very nice but it isnt his fault), it would just be nice if my days off meant just that :P Next week will be horrendous as i am am trying to mop up the shifts that our ass manager wont be here for as he is galivanting in Turkey..or Greece. It's the same place isnt it?
Talking of forign people, our doorman darious still thinks we are going to get together. He told me that "he is nice man with money who can buy house and car, i wants girl who is no trouble. No drugs" hmmmmm. I just dont think he has really thought this through. Hes a good devout christian man. Im a whore who smokes too much...and doesnt understand a word the man says!
It was very hard last night i was sat next to Kev...who was drunk (as usual..to be honest im going right off the idea of me and him. We have naff all in common and he doesnt seem to want to do anything) Rich, who i am completely in love, Sean next to him then Darious. It took every strength of my being not to nestle my head on rich and go to sleep. Kev certainly wasnt going to offer his shoulder. He wont even touch me :(
Max (who works wednesdays) and her fiances mate was rather fit though. i may text her...though im pretty sure he's not into me either.
Im pretty sure i just need a good shag. My horn has gone into over drive...im even finding myself fantising about having sex with the other doorman tollis and a few of the regulars. Its pathtic! Lol i never realised my sex drive was that high. Sex with Sean is always on his terms...which is very frustrating as if im not careful i could start feeling used. Ha who cares, its the only offers of sex im getting.
Well i had better sign off as i am running the pub yet again. Sigh. Wish someone would take me out on a Sunday :(
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